Tuesday, May 17, 2005

No more ball & chain

Well I'm starting this blog to help me cope with life's changes and hardships that have surfaced. I have left Stratford and I am determined to start a new life for myself here in London, doing what I want to do when I want to do it.
Yes, that may sound harsh. And yes, I did leave my wife Anne and my three children behind. But one cannot judge me unless they know the full story, which they never will. I loved Anne at one time, but the restless, passionate side of me was slowly suffocating. The family life is not for me, and I wish I had known this before I made any commitment to an older woman.
I am not the husband type, who was I fooling? I need to love freely, openly, without apprehension or limits. I need to taste the sweet morning breath of all the women in the world to satisfy me, giving me inspiration to do what I do best- write.